Draft of a Reply to Anna

For Anna
(This entire paragraph is crossed out) I have to be honest, I do like Asterleeds, but that doesn't stop me from feeling like I don't belong here sometimes. It's true, in this colorful, bright, bustling, and radiant city, there's everything. Goods from all over the world include silk, saddles, belts, handsome hats, beautiful feathers, satin, weapons, various Legacies, jewels. Everything gathers here, everything is within reach. I enjoy admiring it all, but that doesn't stop me from feeling like I don't belong here sometimes. This city is a stationary ship, and many of the people who come here to make their fortunes don't realize that the tickets in their hands have an expiration date. I'm chasing my dream, but I often worry that my efforts will all be for nothing.
(The beginning of this paragraph has a scribbled note: Use this part!)
Anna, listen, I'm doing great, so don't you laugh at me! Don't worry, even if there are problems, I'll solve them. Don't forget, I was the one who mainly helped you with your troubles back in school... although I must admit I did often keep you up late chatting.
I've seen Airona a few times, but I haven't dared to go up and talk to her yet. After all, I'm just too insignificant. (The letter was put on hold here.)